I can't say it's all his fault. He said it. I didn't. I mouthed it . Oh okay ! I'm sorry ! Now I don't have chance going ECP or Zel's house. See what happened?! I don't have a chance. Not meaning I can't. SEE?! That's why ppl hate their siblings. They cause them trouble. Cause them pain. Cause them EVEryTHING. You would get em into trouble. Sometimes one moment of happiness just flies past. Because of your siblings,you don't get to enjoy things that you are suppose to enjoy,things that are rightful to yours. You don't get what you are entitled to. You just miss it because of them. And that will pherhaps cause a lifetime of happiness. See?! How big is the sacrifice. Always DADDY's BOY,...thats annoying,don't you think. No hahas now. No time for laughter. Now time for anger. Now he ruin my chances. Isn't he bad?! He is very kay. I don't like it. What,so emotional. Aww....what a Daddy's boy~ BRING BACK TO YOUR SENSES! No Daddy's boy anymore ! It's over ! Gloated him,he just stared at me. I felt like I was a vampire. I was though. nvm bout that, he just ruin my chance. And thats horrid. I want to go there badly,with Ryan and Zeline, and ...and...lots of ppl,he ruined my chance. Okay?! BAD AS A BADDY. of course? Haha. Wait,no time for Haha now. I have to do something. Maybe I could do it.
[/u]15 th Febuary, Monday , third day of CLNY[u]
Mood 2day: Irritated,and no feelings,Sad,confused,a LIL depressed
Anything else?: NOTHING. I JUST HATE HIM!